Kicking in his second door in less than thirty seconds, his heard the splintering of the threshold, bent down again and shouted “Laura!”
No answer. Some memory gnawed away at him, how horrified she'd been (but had tried to hide it) when he'd mentioned fire safety in her building on that first date. Her unease, a pained look in her eyes. Fear? A victim?
Bullhorn. Dylan couldn't make out the words he heard outside, but he knew the crew worked to remove everyone from the building. He guessed six units, but it could have been more. As he crawled through the tiny apartment he felt a wave of adrenaline, then gratitude, that she lived in such a small place. Finding her would be easy.
But what if you find her dead? a voice crept in. He shoved it away and felt, hand by hand on the wall, along the perimeter of her place. Living room, kitchen, no dining room, a bathroom, and then – bedroom.
“Laura!” The smoke was rising up through vents in the floor, especially near the forced hot water heaters against each wall. As he moved, eyes closed, he cursed himself for not grabbing a mask. Stupid stupid stupid, violating ten years of careful work. Emotions put people in jeopardy, Joe had taught them, and now he was caught in his own emotional turmoil, the blaze endangering them both.
Mike would kill him if he couldn't save Laura. He half blamed Dylan for Jill's death anyway, irrational as it was. If something happened to Laura...
Something brushed against him, too small to be human. Cat? She had three cats, right? In the darkness he coughed, then shouted her name again, the cat long gone. “Laura! It's Dylan!”
“Dylan?” a little voice cried out. Left. It was to his left. Moving away from the wall, he violated what he'd been taught, disorienting himself. The bed, thankfully, was close. Instinct surged within him as she came into view, huddled under the covers, two cats guarding her.
“Get off the bed now, Laura,” he ordered, steel in his voice. The cats scattered. She was trembling and likely half in shock.
“I can't,” she mewled. How could a grown woman's voice be so tiny? Something was off, but this wasn't the time for psychology. He stood, grabbed her, and pulled her off the bed roughly. No time to be kind. Her body fell in a funny way, more awkward and bulkier than he expected.
“You can and you will,” he said gruffly. The smoke was thicker now above, and he could feel the heat from below. They had a minute here, maybe two.
“Stanwyck!” someone shouted. Murphy. “You in there?”
“Back bedroom. One female. Still conscious. I got her.” His arms were on her shoulders and she was struggling to stand.
“Don't stand. We have to crawl out now. The smoke is too thick.”
Murphy shined a bright flashlight in the room, illuminating what little could be seen in the two feet above the floor. “This way out!” he shouted. “Two minutes, max!”
“The cats! And grandma and grandpa!” Laura cried, trying to stand and walk toward Murphy. He could see her shins and knees and then nothing – grey.
Yanking her hand, hard, he made her fall. “The cats are probably outside by now. Don't stand!” he warned, nearly growling. “Follow me!” Fear made him a lousy leader. And what did she mean by “grandma” and “grandpa”?
“Are your grandparents here, Laura?”
“No!” she wailed. “They diiiiied.” Her voice took on a keening tone and she began to rock. Oh, shit. No time for this.
“Crawl!” he ordered. Murphy started toward them on all fours, the line of light bobbing and weaving in his hand.
“I can't! The baby!” She sat on her ass and began what looked like an agonizing crab walk, her ass dragging.
Baby? Baby?
Murphy's flashlight ray landed on her belly in that instant, illuminating a very obvious mound. She was pregnant? A zing of every emotion he'd ever felt, from joy to agony, flashed through him.
Grabbing the covers off the bed, he thew them on the ground and spread them out. “Get on,” he barked. Somehow, her addled state cleared enough for her to comply.
“Murphy! Help!” he begged. Crawling, he dragged Laura a few feet using one hand. The hardwood floors were a godsend right now. “Clear the way – remove the area rugs!”
“Done!” the gruff man shouted.
Two more pulls and Dylan barely had her in the living room. He was doing this wrong. Murphy came in and planted himself in front of Laura.
“I'll pull, you push,” Murph suggested. Within seconds they had it figured out, blind and coughing, freeing her into the hallway which was blessedly more clear. Dylan stood, slid his arms under her, and ran out into the fresh air, hefting Laura delicately.
“Here!” A paramedic from a nearby ambulance company waved him in. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Mike, then Josie, but couldn't say anything as Laura coughed and mumbled.
“Shhhh,” he said as he laid her down on the gurney. “Twenty-nine year old caucasian female, pregnant. How far along are you, Laura?” he asked.
“Nineteen weeks.” Her voice was getting smaller, her breathing more labored. Shit – how much smoke had she inhaled? He could see Mike and Josie trying to come over, a cop behind yellow tape blocking them, Mike arguing and gesturing wildly.
Then Josie slipped under the tape and sprinted, screaming “She's pregnant!” Mike's arms stopped in mid-air, his face agog. Dylan would have to deal with him later.
“I'm so sorry,” Laura rasped. “I was about to tell you, but...”
Dylan kissed her forehead and smiled, sniffing as he cried tears he didn't know he was capable of. “It's complicated,” he whispered.
She choked out a very weak laugh and said, “It's always – ” before losing consciousness.
Mike broke past the cop and shouted “Laura!” as the paramedics worked on her, loading her into the ambulance, Josie seamlessly climbing in for the ride. “Brigham” she mouthed to him as the lights turned on, the sirens roared, the back of the ambulance shrinking, then turning left, out of sight.
Of course they would take her to Brigham and Women's Hospital. That's where all the high risk pregnancies –
Fingertips touched his soot-covered arm tentatively. “Dylan? Is she – ” Mike stood there, wild-eyed and shirtless, flip-flops on his feet and running shorts thrown on. He'd clearly raced here from the cabin. How did he get here so fast?
“She's breathing. They're taking her to the Brigham. How'd you get here so fast?”
“I'm at a meditation retreat here in town.” He shook his head impatiently. “The Brigham? Why would they take her there? You always said that's where...” Mike's voice faded out. “Oh, holy fuck.”
Dylan slipped to the ground, his own body coming into sharp focus. Lungs were a bit wheezy, his body covered in black, feet floating in sockless boots, brain hurting. “She's pregnant, Mike. Nineteen weeks.”
“That means – ” Mike sat down next to him, elbows on knees. “We gotta get there. Now.”
One of the firefighters shouted “Clear!” and Dylan knew from the response that he wasn't needed; so many guys were here he'd just get in the way now.
“Yeah, we do. Can you drive?” A lump formed in Dylan's throat at the simple request, so casual and assumed, like old times.
Mike looked down at his attire. It was November. “Can we stop by the apartment and let me grab something? Or – ” Mike's question carried so many layers of meaning. Four month's worth.
Maybe a lifetime's worth.
“Yeah. Sure. I'll drive, then, and park the car at home.” They walked quietly toward the street until Mike grabbed Dylan's arm. “Hey, Dyl?”
“What?” Exhaustion was creeping in. He didn't have it in him to argue.
“I'm so sorry.” The embrace was the last thing he expected. And then – “Thank you for saving her.”
“Them.”
Mike pulled back, confused. His face cleared and he raked his hair, shaking his head. “Them. Right. Hoo boy.”
“Hoo boy? Hoo girl?” Dylan responded, the knee-jerk joke so inappropriate he cringed. Couldn't turn it off, even in crisis.
Mike's answer came as an afterthought as the two split to their respective vehicles, both running, seeming to communicate without words. “Who knows?” he shouted, the joke capturing Dylan's heart and carrying him forward, hopeful, as they raced to their future.
Chapter Eight
A fireball was in her crotch, pushing hard, so hard, to come out. Laura couldn't breathe, scratching at her neck, trying to claw open her trachea to get air, air, air. Oxygen was gone, her throat spasming as her vagina split open, divided in two, and out came an enormous, glowing-orange sphere, shooting across the surgical room and catching the wall on fire.
Screaming, she opened her eyes to find a nurse pushing buttons on some sort of box, a man in scrubs holding her arm down, and six very worried eyes watching her from a few feet away.
Eyes she knew.
She was on her left side and the nurse had her face in both hands, eyes boring into her. “Laura! Laura! I need you to breathe slowly, to focus. We can't find the baby's heartbeat – ”
Baby! Heartbeat!
“ – and the more you panic, the harder it is to get the monitor hooked back up.”
Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. The nurse took her through the motions, and Laura calmed down. Inhale – and she heard more breaths. Her eyes slowly focused and found Josie, Dylan and Mike standing in a line behind the nurse, all expanding their diaphragms when she inhaled, and whooshing out air when she exhaled.
It was kind of creepy.
Buh bum buh bum buh bum buh bum buh bum buh bum, the machines spat out, the sound of little horse hooves a huge relief to everyone in the room. “There she is!” the nurse crowed, reading the numbers. “One forty. Just where we want her.”
“Where am I?” Laura asked, her condition sinking in. Hospital? IV? Baby monitor? What had happened? Oh, God. The fire. Her apartment. Sitting up, hearing the alarms, people thumping and the rush of fear that made her just hide. She had just started to slide out from under the covers as Dylan shouted for her, mind remembering the baby and helping to override the bizarre panic she'd been stuck in.
Freezing, just like she had when her grandparents had died in the fire in their house the summer she lived with them –
“The fire!” she shouted, then coughed uncontrollably. The horse hooves ramped up suddenly, nurse frowning.
Dylan came to the end of the bed and rested a hand on her foot. “It's OK. You're safe now.”
She struggled to sit up, the nurse's hands going to her shoulder and hip, pressing. “Please stay where you are, Laura. We're still not sure why you lost consciousness and we need to make sure you rest on your left side.”
“Why?”
“Better blood flow throughout your body,” Josie piped up. One look of assurance from her was all Laura needed; Mike added his gentle touch to Dylan's, taking the other foot, and the horse hooves went from a racing gallop to a steady canter.
“Much better,” the nurse said, soothing voice meant to praise. “You guys have a magic touch.”
