The weeks flew by, and summer turned to autumn. I continued to visit Dr. Badmaev, even though I knew the secret police followed me and reported my movements to the tsar. As long as I was not marrying his son, the tsar did not mind my unorthodox lessons.
I made progress in my studies, and soon the Tibetan doctor allowed me to examine patients in his clinic. He did not let me prescribe medicines, though, but quizzed me on my recommendations after the patient had left. My confidence grew as I learned more and more about diseases and supernatural afflictions. I could tell the difference between the bite of the upyri and that of a wolf. And I knew what would cure either one.
My grand duke left for Moscow on behalf of the Koldun to attend a meeting with the wizards in the Kremlin. He must have decided to visit with his uncle and aunt, because he remained away from St. Petersburg for some time, which suited me perfectly well. It made it easier for me to concentrate on my studies.
On a crisp October day, in the small but opulently appointed family chapel at Betskoi House, I became the godmother of Dr. Ostrev and Lyudmila's young daughter, Tamara. Papa stood as godfather, paying for the entire service and hosting the christening dinner. Lyudmila's parents were unable to journey to St. Petersburg from Kiev but sent a silver spoon as a gift for good luck. Anya stood beside me and held the white gown for her young niece. As per Orthodox tradition, the parents were not allowed to be present for the ceremony, so they waited in the red parlor with Maman. I held the squirming infant in my arms as the priest chanted prayers over her head. Her huge blue eyes blinked slowly at me, and I felt a strange tug in my heart. I hadn't been around babies much in the past few years. Young girls started classes at Smolni as young as six, but there were few at the school who were younger than twelve. My cousins were spread far and wide across Europe, so I hadn't seen many infants except the empress's and Miechen's children.
When it was time to take Tamara's gown off, the priest beckoned me to bring her forward and place her in the silver baptism font. It was the same antique bowl that both my brother and I had been baptized in years ago. I lowered the naked child into the cold water, and her pink face turned red with a heathen howl. I could see her cold light wrapped around her like a soft, hazy cocoon. Tamara Rudolfovna would have a long, healthy life, it appeared.
The priest blessed her and poured the holy water over her head. I lifted the wriggling, unhappy infant from the water and wrapped her in the clean white linen Anya held out. The white "garments of light" symbolized her new life. The priest's assistants rang bells and chanted while the priest anointed Tamara's head with holy oil.
Her howls had subsided, but her body still shook with indignant sobs. The sweet baby awakened a new feeling inside me. It had occurred to me with shock that Lyudmila was younger than I and was already a wife and mother. What kind of mother would I be?
This led to another thought: What kind of father would George be? I blushed and glanced around quickly, relieved to see that no one was paying attention to me. Everyone was watching Tamara.
Anya, standing at my side, now took the baby and dressed her in the Ostrev family's white hand-embroidered baptismal gown and the white lace cap that Lyudmila had tatted herself. Suddenly, I was conscious of an emptiness in my arms. I wanted to hold the warm, sweet-smelling bundle again.
The ceremony was soon over, and I followed Anya and Papa and the rest of the party out into the parlor, where Lyudmila scooped baby Tamara up in her arms. Maman was drying her eyes with a handkerchief and ran to embrace me. "Oh, my darling, I was just thinking how soon it will be your baby in our family chapel receiving such a blessing!"
I pulled away from her and laughed lightly. "Not for years, Maman."
"Oh, I do hope Madame Marina's prediction was wrong. The gypsy woman told me years ago I would never have grandchildren."
"Maman, either Petya or I will certainly prove Madame Marina wrong." I squeezed her hands and left her to seek out Dariya, who was now holding the baby and smiling. She looked happy. I decided to leave her in peace as well and took a steaming cup of tea from the elaborately laid table in the dining room and walked over to the window. The late-afternoon sun was sinking, and the shadows from the houses along Millionaya Street were stretching across the Neva River. I saw people and carriages hurrying across the bridge. A shadowed figure in a long black coat caught my eye as he wandered toward the Summer Garden.
"Katerina ... I must speak with you."
I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the glass, sighing heavily. "What do you want, Danilo?"
"St. Petersburg is not safe for you. You must leave immediately."
Had the lich tsar finally returned? A cold fear settled in my stomach. If Konstantin was here now, the tsar needed to know. After Alix had warned the Light Court of Danilo's visit to the ballet, St. Petersburg had been under increased security. But everyone had been holding their breath, waiting for the moment when the lich tsar made his move.
"Meet me in the park." Danilo's voice was pleading and insistent.
"No. You must leave, Your Highness." I would not be safe anywhere near the crown prince. I was no fool. I turned away from the window.
The crown prince's voice fell silent in my head, and I brought a plate of sweets to Papa, who was standing in the hallway with Tamara's father. They both looked grave.
"Thank you, dear," my father said when I handed him the plate. "Dr. Ostrev tells me there has been an increasing number of walking dead seen in St. Petersburg."
Startled, I looked from Papa to the doctor. "Do the tsar's men know?"
Dr. Ostrev nodded. "Two more were brought to the hospital last night. Dr. Bokova is certain they were not members of the Order of St. Lazarus."
I swallowed. This meant these creatures were not under my control. Several times a month, the Koldun had me return to Vorontsov Palace to hold the Talisman of Isis and use it to issue general orders for the creatures. They could only be controlled by me, through the power of the Talisman, which was another reason why the tsar did not relish the idea of my leaving for Zurich. He wanted to keep both his personal necromancer and his personal army of undead soldiers reined in closely.
"Does this mean there is another necromancer in St. Petersburg?" I asked with a shudder. A cold dread filled my belly. There was only one other necromancer that I knew of: Princess Johanna Cantacuzene. And she was dead. Wasn't she?
Papa frowned. "There can be no other explanation, can there? You don't think they could still be your creatures, do you, Katiya?"
"Mon Dieu, no!" With the help of Dr. Badmaev, I had finally learned how to control my powers so that I would no longer create any more undead accidentally. I had most assuredly not raised anyone from the grave on purpose.
"I will see if the Koldun knows anything, then," my father said. "Katiya, will you tell your mother that I am headed to Vorontsov Palace?"
"Do you want me to join you?" I asked, only half hoping he would say yes. What if George had returned to St. Petersburg? I was not ready to face him yet.
"No, my dear," Papa said, caressing my cheek and giving me a kind smile. "The Koldun can take care of this without you. If necessary, he will ask the tsar and the empress to return from Fredensborg early."
I did not bother to tell Maman why Papa was going to the palace. She would hear from Militza soon enough if any blood drinkers were involved. Maman was too busy fussing over baby Tamara to pay any attention anyway.
"Katerina, join me outside in the park."
Danilo's voice was back, and it was insistent. "Leave me in peace," I thought irritably. I rubbed my temples, wishing I could steal up to my bedroom for a nap.
"Katerina, I will not leave until I speak to you."
"We are speaking, Your Highness," I thought sarcastically.
But Danilo would not be put off. "I will stay here in the park until you come out of your house. It is imperative that I see you."
"Why?" But he refused to answer. Tired of arguing, I flung a cloak around my shoulders and went outside to find him. I told myself I would stay within view of the guards at our front gate.
"Ah, my necromancer," Danilo said, standing as I approached him. He had been sitting on a bench surrounded by a cluster of birch trees in the Field of Mars. It was getting late in the fall, and the trees were almost completely bare. I hoped the Betskoi House guards would still be able to see me.
"I am not your necromancer," I said with a tired sigh. "Please, say what you have to say so I can return to my family."
He took my hand in a swift but elegant move before I could step back. He held my palm up, the same palm he'd drank from several months ago at Smolni. Alarmed, I tried to pull my hand away.
"Shhh," he said, caressing my hand lazily.
I was both revolted and excited at the same time.
"I am not going to take your blood here, Katerina. But I must drink soon. I am growing too weak to fight the lich tsar's pull any longer."
"What are you saying?"
His face grew serious, his eyes haunted. "Konstantin has found me, love. The bond I share with you I also share with him. He was released the night of my ascension. Now he wants to use me to get to you. I am trying to hold him back as long as I can, but I am growing weak. I must have blood. And it must be yours, my love."
"No." I pulled my hand again, and this time he let go. "How can he use you to get to me?"
Danilo's smile was malicious as his black eyes suddenly flashed green. His voice changed. "NECROMANCER, I WILL TAKE THIS BODY AND YOU WILL REPLACE MY BRIDE."
I was too terrified to move. My worst fears had been realized. The lich tsar had returned. He was standing in front of me. In Danilo's body. "You don't want me, Konstantin Pavlovich."
"I MUST HAVE A NECROMANCER. AND I WILL HAVE YOU, MY LOVE."
Was it Danilo or the lich tsar speaking? I was not Konstantin's love. "The bogatyr will stop you," I said with as much bravery as I could muster.
"Are you so very certain?" Danilo's eyes flashed again, and he appeared to be back in control. "Are you so sure the tsar and his son are willing to go through such enormous sacrifices again to protect you? The tsar would be safer if you were dead, Katerina. Summoning the bogatyr again could kill him."
I knew he was right. But I could not believe that the tsar would kill me to keep everyone safe from Konstantin. "Stay away from me, Danilo," I said, backing away from him. There were plenty of people walking around in the park, and the front gates of Betskoi House were in sight. Yet I did not want to cause a scene if I could help it. "If the imperial guard finds you, they will arrest you again."
Danilo's black eyes gleamed. "There is no prison that can hold me, Katerina. And there is nowhere you can hide that you will be safe. Run back to your family, if it makes you feel better. Just remember the lich tsar can come after them as well."
I could stay and listen no longer. My heart pounding, I turned and ran back to Betskoi House.
I made it to the front steps before I dared to look behind me. Danilo was seated once again on the bench, his hood back over his face. But I knew he was watching me. I hurried inside past the guards at the portico and slammed the front door shut, locking every bolt.
"Is something wrong, Duchess?" the footman asked.
"Do not, for any reason, allow any of the Montenegrin siblings to enter our house. Do you understand?" I was trembling and my voice was shaky.
He nodded, and the brief look of surprise was carefully concealed. "Of course, Duchess."
I hoped to slip up to my room unnoticed, but Maman caught me on the staircase.
"Katiya, where have you been? You look like you've been romping in the yard with the dogs!"
I halfheartedly smoothed my hair and sighed. "Just getting some fresh air. But it gave me a headache and now I should go to bed early."
"But we are having dinner at the Vladimir Palace tonight."
I sighed. "Please, Maman, we should stay home."
"Not attend Miechen's dinner party?" She looked at me as if I'd grown another head. "Katerina, if you are feeling poorly, I will allow you to stay home, but I wouldn't miss Miechen's dinner party for the world! Her French chef is divine!"
Not divine, but probably fae, I remembered unhappily. The grand duchess always did have a passion for the exotic.
"No one is going anywhere tonight," Papa said as the footman let him in. He took off his hat with a frown. "Except Katerina."
George Alexandrovich entered the house behind him. He did not look happy either. Nevertheless, he seemed like my knight in shining armor when he clicked his heels together and said, "Katerina Alexandrovna, you must come with me immediately."
