Faradan Sort shrugged. 'They assumed no-one who had been trapped within the city could have survived the firestorm.' She paused, then added, 'It was a reasonable assumption. Only Sinn knew otherwise, and something told me to trust the girl. So we kept looking.'
'They're all wearing rags… and they're unarmed.'
'Aye, which is why we need to rejoin the army as soon as possible.'
'Can Sinn magically contact the Fourteenth? Or Quick Ben?'
'I have not asked her. I do not know how much of her ability is unformed talent – such creatures occur occasionally, and without the discipline of schooling as an apprentice, they tend to become avatars of chaos. Power, yes, but undirected, wild. Even so, she was able to defeat the wall of fire and so save Fist Keneb's companies… well, some of them.'
Lostara glanced over at the captain, then back at the soldiers in their wake for a moment before saying, 'You are Korelri?'
'I am.'
'And you stood the Wall?'
A tight smile, there for an instant then gone. 'None are permitted to leave that service.'
'It's said the Stormriders wield terrible sorcery in their eternal assault upon the Wall.'
'All sorcery is terrible – to kill indiscriminately, often from a great distance, there is nothing more damaging to the mortal who wields such power, whether it is human or something else.'
'Is it better to look your foe in the eye as you take his life?'
'At the very least,' Faradan replied, 'you gave them the chance to defend themselves. And Oponn decides in the end, decides in which set of eyes the light shall fade.'
'Oponn – I thought it was skill.'
'You're still young, Captain Lostara Yil.'
'I am?'
Faradan Sort smiled. 'With each battle I find myself in, my faith in skill diminishes. No, it is the Lord's push or the Lady's pull, each time, every time.'
Lostara said nothing. She could not agree with that assessment, even disregarding the irritation of the other woman's condescension. A clever, skilled soldier lived where dim-witted, clumsy soldiers died.
Skill was a currency that purchased Oponn's favour – how could it be otherwise? 'You survived Y'Ghatan,' Faradan Sort said. 'How much of that was the Lady's pull?'
Lostara considered for a moment, then replied, 'None.'
Once, years ago, a few score soldiers had stumbled clear of a vast swamp. Bloodied, half-mad, their very skin hanging in discoloured strips from weeks slogging through mud and black water. Kalam Mekhar had been among them, along with the three he now walked beside, and it seemed that, in the end, only the details had changed.
Black Dog had brutally culled the Bridgeburners, a protracted nightmare war conducted in black spruce stands, in lagoons and bogs, clashing with the Mott Irregulars, the Nathii First Army and the Crimson Guard. The survivors were numbed – to step free of the horror was to cast aside despair, yet whatever came to replace it was slow in awakening. Leaving… very little. Look at us, he remembered Hedge saying, we're nothing but hollowed-out logs. We done rotted from the inside out, just like every other damned thing in that swamp. Well, Hedge had never been one for optimism.
'You're looking thoughtful,' Quick Ben observed at his side.
Kalam grunted, then glanced over. 'Was wondering, Quick. You ever get tired of your own memories?'
'That's not a good idea,' the wizard replied.
'No, I suppose it isn't. I'm not just getting old, I'm feeling old. I look at all those soldiers behind us – gods below, they're young.
Except in their eyes. I suppose we were like that, once. Only… from then till now, Quick, what have we done? Damned little that meant anything.'
'I admit I've been wondering a few things about you myself,' Quick Ben said. 'That Claw, Pearl, for example.'
'The one that stabbed me in the back? What about him?'
'Why you ain't killed him already, Kalam. I mean, it's not something you'd normally set aside, is it? Unless, of course, you're not sure you can take him.'
From behind the two men, Fiddler spoke: 'It was Pearl that night in Malaz City? Hood's breath, Kalam, the bastard's been strutting round in the Fourteenth since Raraku, no wonder he's wearing a sly smile every time he sees you.'
'I don't give a damn about Pearl, not about killing him, anyway,'
Kalam said in a low voice. 'We got bigger things to worry about. What' s our Adjunct got in mind? What's she planning?'
