"He wants pictures of Gracie. He just took some of Mariella to give his story some weight," Tolliver said.
"How did you figure this out?"
"He might have showed up at the skating rink thinking he could take pictures of the girls without us knowing, but we spotted him before he could do it, and the girls were scared of him. He'd already started trying to open communication with Iona and Hank by writing them a letter. When he didn't hear back, he probably thought he could sneak around them. After that didn't work out, he decided to try an open approach, and it worked. Iona and Hank wanted to demystify him so the girls wouldn't be so freaked, so they acted like his visit was normal. They were doing the right thing, but they couldn't imagine what his motives were."
"What will we do?" I had my elbows resting on my knees, and now I buried my face in my hands. "I can't wrap my head around all this. How did Cameron fit into all this? Was it just a coincidence that she went missing then?"
"Maybe we made the whole conspiracy up," Tolliver said. "Maybe we're as bad as those people who think JFK was shot by Martians."
"I wish," I said. "I wish."
"I wonder if Mark knows anything," Tolliver said.
"We could call him."
"Yeah, but Dad's staying there now."
"Maybe he could meet us somewhere."
"We'll call him tomorrow. After we go to Texarkana."
"You sure you're up to that? You're not nearly finished with the antibiotics."
"I think I'm enough better."
"Sure, Dr. Lang."
"Hey, there are other things we need besides being super careful about my shoulder."
"We'll see what the doctor says in the morning," I told him, and he called me bossy. It felt nice, taking care of him. As upset as I was about the suspicion and the uncertainty surrounding Tolliver's dad, I felt a little proud that I had managed so far. We went to bed after some more rounds of fruitless discussion, and I don't think either of us slept very well that night. When Tolliver did fall asleep, he talked out loud; he only does that when he's really upset.
"Save her," he said.
Chapter Nineteen
INSTEAD of asking a nurse, I talked to Dr. Spradling directly first thing the next morning. To my surprise, he agreed that Tolliver was doing well enough to travel a little, provided he didn't lift anything or exert himself much.
Being able to travel a little made a wonderful change in Tolliver. It was as if he'd been thinking of himself as a sick person because he had to stay still. Now he thought of himself as a well person with temporary problems. I was delighted (and relieved) to see the resolution and decisiveness come back into his face and bearing. But I reminded myself to stay mindful that I had to take care of him.
Since we weren't anchored to the hospital anymore, we checked out of the hotel. We didn't know what would happen during the day or if we'd come back to Garland to spend the night.
It felt so good to drive away from the urban sprawl. We were back on the interstate, together. For an hour we were able to act like we were leaving our problems behind. But the closer we got to Texarkana, the more our questions and uncertainties bore in on us.
We went past the turnoff to Clear Creek, and I said, "We might have to stop here later."
Tolliver nodded. We were pretty close to Texarkana by then, and we weren't feeling chatty.
Texarkana straddles the state line, of course, and about fifty thousand people live there. A shopping area has grown up along the interstate passage through the north part of town, a shopping area with all of the usual suspects. We hadn't lived close to that part of town. We'd lived in the raggedy part. Texarkana is not better or worse than any other southern town. Most of our classmates had come from decent homes, and they'd had decent parents. We'd simply drawn the short end of the stick.
The street where we'd lived was lined with trailers. Their virtue was that they weren't packed together in little parks, at least where we'd been. They each had a little lot. Ours had been planted on its lot with the end toward the road, so you pulled into a rutted driveway and swung around to park in the front yard. Well, it was a yard in that it was a space in front of the trailer, but it never had had any grass, and the azaleas that had once been on either side of the concrete steps had been sickly bushes that were hardly worth the trouble.
Seeing it again was strange. We sat in the car, pulled to the side of the road, and looked at it without talking. A Latino walking by stared at us with a hard face. We no longer looked like we belonged here.
"What do you feel?" Tolliver asked.
"I don't feel any bodies," I said, and the relief made me almost giddy. "I don't know why I was scared I would. I would've known when we lived here, if-anyone-had been buried here."
Tolliver closed his eyes for a moment, feeling his own measure of relief. "Well, that's something," he said. "Where do you think we should look next?"
"I'm not sure why we felt like we had to come here," I said. "Where should we go next? I guess we should go to Renaldo's place. The chances aren't too good that he and Tammy are still there, but we can try."
"Do you remember how to get there?"
That was a good question, and it took me ten minutes longer than I'd assumed it would take to find the ratty little rent house that Renaldo and Tammy had lived in when Cameron had been taken.
I wasn't surprised when someone I didn't know answered the door. She was an African American, about my age, and she had two children under school age. They were both busy with safety scissors and an old Penney's catalog, making some kind of art project. "Just cut out the things you'd want in your house when you build one," the woman reminded them, before turning back to me. "What can I do for you?" she asked.
"I'm Harper Connelly, and I used to live a couple of blocks over," I said. "My stepfather used to have some friends that lived in this house, and I was wondering if you knew where they live now. Renaldo Simpkins and his girlfriend, Tammy?" I hadn't been able to remember Tammy's last name.
Her face changed. "Yeah, I know 'em," she said. "They live in another house, about six streets over. On Malden. They bad people, you know."
I nodded. "I know, but I have to talk to them. They're still together?"
"Yeah, hard to believe anyone would stay with Renaldo. But he had himself an accident, and Tammy, she's taking care of him." The woman glanced back over her shoulder, and I could tell she was anxious to get back to the kids.
"You know their house number?"
"No, but it's on Malden, and it's a block or two west of this house," she said. "It's a brown house with white shutters. Tammy drives a white car."
"Thanks."
She nodded and shut her door.
I relayed all this to Tolliver, who'd remained in the car.
With some difficulty, we tracked down a house we thought was the right one. "Brown" covers a lot of territory. But we suspected a sort of flesh-colored house might fall under the umbrella of brown, and there was a white car in front.
"Tammy," I said when she answered the door. Tammy-whose last name was Murray, I suddenly remembered-had aged more than the eight years since Cameron had been gone. She had been a full-figured woman of mixed race, with wavy reddish hair and a flamboyant style. Now her hair was cropped very short and slicked to her head with some kind of gel. She had tattoos running down her bare arms. She was gaunt.
"Who are you?" she asked with some curiosity. "You know me?"
"I'm Harper," I said. "Matthew Lang's stepdaughter. My brother is in the car." I pointed.
"Come in," she said. "Tell your brother to come, too."
I went back to the car and opened the door for Tolliver. "She wants us to come in," I said quietly. "You think that's all right?"
"Should be," he said, and we walked back to the porch.
"What happened to you, Tolliver?" Tammy said. "You're all banged up."
"I got shot," he said.
This was a place where no one would be surprised by that, and Tammy only said, "Bad luck, man!" before moving aside so we could enter.
The house was tiny, but since there wasn't much furniture, it didn't feel too crowded. The living room was big enough for a couch, where a figure was lying wrapped up in a blanket, and a battered recliner, clearly Tammy's normal station. It was flanked by an old TV tray laden with a remote control, Kleenex, and a package of cigarettes. Everything smelled like cigarette smoke.
We came around the corner of the couch to look at the man lying on it. If I hadn't known this was Renaldo, I would never have guessed it. Renaldo, who was also of mixed race, had always been light skinned. He'd also had a pencil mustache and worn his hair pulled back in a braid. Now his hair was cut very short. At one time, Renaldo had made what passed for good money in our neighborhood, because he'd been a mechanic at a car dealership, but his drug habit had cost him his job.
His eyes were open, but I couldn't tell if Renaldo was registering our presence or not.
"Hey, honey!" Tammy said. "Look who's here. Tolliver and his sister, you remember them? Matthew's kids?"
Renaldo's eyelids flickered, and he murmured, "Sure, I remember."
"I'm sorry to see you in such bad shape," Tolliver said, which was honest if not tactful.
"Can't walk," Renaldo said. I looked around for a wheelchair and glimpsed one leaning against the back door in the kitchen. It almost seemed that since the house was so small, opening up the wheelchair would be a waste of time, but I guess Tammy couldn't lift Renaldo.
"We had a wreck," Tammy said. "About three years ago. We've had some bad luck, sure enough. Here, Harper, take this chair and I'll get a couple from the table in the kitchen."
Tolliver looked frustrated that he couldn't go to get the chairs, but Tammy didn't think anything about doing it herself. She was used to a male that was helpless. I didn't ask any more questions about Renaldo's condition, because I didn't want to know. He looked bad.
"Tammy," Tolliver said after he and our hostess had wedged themselves into the folding chairs, which barely fit in the room, "we need to talk about the day my father was here, the day Cameron was taken."
"Oh, sure, that's all you folks ever want to talk about," she said, and made a face. "We're tired of talking about that, ain't we, Renaldo?"
"I'm not tired of it," he said, in his oddly muffled voice. "That Cameron was a fine girl; losing her was bad."
I felt like I'd bitten a lemon, the idea of someone like Renaldo looking at my sister made me feel so sour. But I tried to keep a pleasant expression on my face. "Can you please tell us again about that day?" I said.
Tammy shrugged. She lit a cigarette, and I tried to hold my breath as long as I could. "It's been a long time," she said. "I can't believe me and Renny been together that long, can you, baby?"
"Good years," he said, with an effort.
"Yeah, we had some good ones," she said tolerantly. "These aren't them, though. Well, that afternoon, your dad called, wanted to do some business with Renny. He told the cops he was going to take some stuff to the recycle with Renny, but that wasn't the truth. We had an overstock on Oxys; your dad had some Ritalin he wanted to swap for it. Your mama, she loved her Oxys."
"My mom loved everything," I said.
"That is the truth, child," Tammy said. "She loved her pills."
"And her alcohol," I said.
"That, too," Tammy said. She looked at me. "But you aren't here about your mother. She's dead and gone."
I shut my mouth.
"So my dad wanted to come over," Tolliver prompted.
"Yes," Tammy said, taking a big drag on her cigarette. I was afraid I was going to start coughing. "He came over about four. Give or take fifteen minutes. It might have been as late as four fifteen, four twenty-five, but it wasn't any later than that, because the TV show I was watching was over at four thirty, and he was at our house by then and in the pool room with Renaldo. They were playing a game. We had a nicer house." She looked around the tiny room. "Bigger. I told the police, I think he was here by a few minutes after four. But I wasn't paying too much attention until my program ended, and they called to me to bring them a beer."
Renaldo laughed, an eerie huh-huh-huh sound. "We drank us some beer," he said. "I won the game. We swapped some pills, made a deal. That was a good time."
"And he stayed here until he got a phone call?"
"Yeah, he had a cell phone, you know, for business," Tammy said. "That guy who lived next door to you-all, he was calling to tell Matthew to get his ass home, the cops were all over the place."
"Was he surprised?"
"Yeah," Tammy said, somewhat to my surprise. "He thought they were there about the drugs, and he flipped out. But he figured he'd better go home rather than run, because he knew your mama couldn't stand up to being questioned."
"He did?" I was really astonished.
"Oh, yeah," Tammy said. "He had big love for Laurel, you know, girl."
Tolliver and I exchanged glances. If Renaldo and Tammy were right, Matthew hadn't known anything about Cameron's disappearance. Or could he have been acting, to establish an alibi?
