FILLED WITH RESENTMENT AND SELF-PITY, EMMA TRUDGED UP to the home gym at the main house. Its design reflected Parker's efficient style and unassailable taste, both of which Emma bitterly detested at that moment.
CNN muttered away on the flat screen while Parker, her phone's earbud in place, racked up her miles on the elliptical. Emma scowled at the Bowflex as she stripped off her sweatshirt. She turned her back on it and the recumbent bike, on the rack of free weights, the shelf of DVDs with their perky or earnest instructors who might take her through a session of yoga or pilates, torture her with the exercise ball, or intimidate her with tai chi.
She unrolled one of the mats, sat down with the intention of doing some warm-up stretches. And just lay down.
"Morning." Parker glanced at her as she continued to pump along. "Late night?"
"How long have you been on that thing?"
"You want it? I'm nearly done. I'm just hitting my cooldown."
"I hate this room. A torture chamber with shiny floors and pretty paint is still a torture chamber."
"You'll feel better after you do a mile or two."
"Why?" From her prone position, Emma threw up her hands. "Who says? Who decided that people all of a sudden have to do miles every damn day, or that twisting themselves into unnatural shapes is good for them? I think it's the people who sell this hideous equipment, and the ones who design all the cute little outfits like the one you're wearing."
Emma narrowed her eyes at Parker's slate-colored cropped pants and perky pink and gray top. "How many of those cute little outfits do you own?"
"Thousands," Parker said dryly.
"See? And if they hadn't convinced you to do miles and twist yourself into unnatural shapes - and look good doing it - you wouldn't have spent all that money on those cute little outfits. You could've donated it to a worthy cause instead."
"But these yoga pants make my ass look great."
"They really do. But nobody's seeing your ass but me, so what's the point?"
"Personal satisfaction." Parker slowed, stopped. Hopping off, she plucked out one of the alcohol wipes to wipe down the machine. "What's wrong, Em?"
"I told you. I hate this room and all it stands for."
"So you've said before. But I know that tone. You're irritable, and you almost never are."
"I'm as irritable as anybody."
"No." Parker got her towel, mopped her face, then drank from her water bottle. "You're nearly always cheerful, optimistic, and good-natured, even when you bitch."
"I am? God, that must be annoying."
"Hardly ever." Moving to the Bowflex, Parker began to do some upper body exercise she made look smooth and easy. Emma knew it was neither. When she felt another pop of resentment, she sat up.
"I am irritable. I'm filled with irritable this morning. Last night - "
She broke off when Laurel came in, her hair bundled up, her trim body in a sports bra and bike shorts.
"I'm switching off CNN," she announced, "because I just don't care." She snagged the remote, switched from TV to hard, pounding rock.
"Turn it down at least," Parker ordered. "Emma's about to tell us why she's full of irritable this morning."
"Em's never full of irritable." Laurel got a mat, unrolled it onto the floor. "It's annoying."
"See?" Since she was already on the floor, Emma decided she might as well stretch. "My best friends, and all these years you've let me go around annoying people."
"It probably only annoys us." Laurel started a set of crunches. "We're around you more than anyone else."
"That's true. In that case, screw you. God, God , do the two of you really do this every day?"
"Parker's every day, as she's obsessive. I'm a three-day-a-week girl. Four if I'm feeling frisky. This is usually an off day, but I came up with a design for the crying bride and it motored me up."
"Have you got something you can show me?" Parker demanded.
"See, obsessive." Laurel switched to roll-ups. "Later. Now I want to hear about the irritable."
"How can you do that?" Being full of irritable, Emma snarled. "It's like somebody's pulling you up with an invisible rope."
"Abs of steel, baby."
"I hate you."
"Who could blame you? I deduce irritable equals man," Laurel continued. "So I require all details."
"Actually - "
"Jeez, what is this? Ladies Day at the Brown Gym?" Mac strolled in, stripping off a hooded sweatshirt.
"I think it's Snowcones in Hell Day." Laurel paused. "What are you doing here?"
"I come here sometimes."
"You look at a picture of here sometimes and consider that a workout."
"I've turned over a new leaf. For my health."
"Bullshit," Laurel said, grinning.
"Okay, bullshit. I'm pretty sure I'm going with strapless for the wedding gown. I want amazing arms and shoulders." Turning to the mirror, Mac flexed. "I have good arms and shoulders, but that's not enough."
She let out a sigh as she wiggled out of sweat-pants. "And I'm becoming an obsessed, fussy bride. I hate me."
"But you'll be an obsessed, fussy bride who looks fabulous in her wedding dress. Here," Parker said,
"see what I'm doing."
Mac frowned. "I see it, but I don't think I'll like it."
"You just keep it steady and smooth. I'm going to cut back the resistance a bit."
"Are you intimating I'm a weenie?"
"I'm avoiding all the moaning and crying you'd do tomorrow if you started at my level. I do this three times a week."
"You do have really good arms and shoulders."
"Plus I have it on good authority my ass looks great in these pants. Okay, smooth and steady. Fifteen reps, set of three." Parker gave Mac a pat. "Now, hopefully that's the last interruption. Emma, you have the floor."
"She's already on the floor," Mac pointed out.
"Shh. Emma's irritable this morning because . . ."
"I went over to Adam and Vicki's last night - the MacMillians? - which I hadn't planned on because yesterday was a full book and today's another. I'd had a really good day, especially the last consult, and spent time writing up the contracts and notes, decided I'd make a little dinner, have a movie, an early night."
"Who called and talked you into going out with him?" Mac asked as she frowned her way through the first set.
"Sam."
"Sam's the hot computer nerd who defies that oxymoron despite - or maybe because of - the Buddy Holly glasses."
"No." Emma shook her head at Laurel. "That's Ben. Sam's the ad exec with the great smile."
"The one you decided not to date anymore," Parker added.
"Yes. And it wasn't actually a date. I said no to dinner, no to him picking me up. But . . . okay I caved on the party, and agreed to meet him there. I told him I wasn't going to sleep with him - full disclosure - two weeks ago. But I don't think he believes me. But Addison was there - third cousin, I think, my father's side. She's great, and just exactly his type. So I got to introduce them, and that was good."
"We should offer a matchmaking package," Laurel suggested, and started on leg lifts. "Even if we launched it just with the guys Emma wants to brush off, we could double our business."
"Brush off has negative connotations. I redirect. Anyway Jack was there."
"Our Jack?" Parker asked.
"Yeah, which turned out to be lucky for me. I ducked out early, and halfway home, my car conks. Just cough, choke, die. And it's snowing, and it's dark, I'm freezing , and that stretch of road is deserted, of course."
As the leg lifts didn't look horrible, Emma shifted to mirror Laurel's movements.
"You really need to get OnStar installed," Parker told her. "I'll get you the information."
"Don't you think that's kind of creepy?" Mac huffed a little, pumping through the third set. "Having them know exactly where you are. And I think, I really think, they can hear you, even when you don't push the button. They're listening. Yes, they are."
"Because they love hearing people sing off-key with the radio. It must brighten their day. Who did you call?" Parker asked Emma.
"As it turned out, I didn't have to call anyone. Jack came along before I could. So, he takes a look, and it's the battery. He jumps it. Oh, and he lent me his jacket, which I forgot to give back. So instead of having a nice quiet evening, I'm dodging Sam's lips, trying to redirect him, standing in the freezing cold on the side of the road when all I wanted was a big salad and a romantic movie. Now I have to get my car in the shop, and make a trip to Jack's to return his jacket. And I'm completely swamped today. Just can't do it. So, irritable because . . ."
She hedged, just a little, as she rolled over to do the other leg. "I didn't sleep well worrying about getting everything done today and kicking myself for getting talked into going out in the first place."
She huffed out a breath. "And now that I said all that, it doesn't seem worth getting upset about."
"Breakdowns are always a bitch," Laurel said. "Breakdowns at night, in the snow? Serious pisser. You get a pass on the irritable."
"Jack had to point out that it was my own fault, and it's worse because, yes, it was, since I haven't had the car serviced. Ever. And that was annoying. But he did save the day, plus the jacket. Plus, he followed me home to make sure I got here. Anyway, that's all done. Now I have to hassle with having somebody check out the car and do whatever it is they do. I've got guys in the family who could probably take care of most of it, but I don't want yet another lecture on how I neglect my car, blah blah. So, Parker, where should I take it?"
"I know, I know!" Mac puffed, then stopped her reps. "You should take it in to that guy who towed my mother's car for me last winter. The one Del likes? Anybody who can basically tell Linda to stick it when she's on a rant gets my vote."
"Agreed," Parker said. "And he does get the Delaney Brown stamp of approval. Del's a maniac about who touches his cars. Kavanaugh's. I'll get you the number and the address."
"Malcolm Kavanaugh's the owner," Mac added. "Very hot."
"Really? Well, maybe a faulty battery's not such a bad thing. I'll try to get it in next week. Meanwhile, is anyone going into town, anywhere near Jack's office? I really have to stick here today."
"Give it back to him Saturday," Parker suggested. "He's on the list for the evening event."
"Oh. Fine." Emma looked with avid dislike at the elliptical. "Since I'm here, I might as well work up a sweat."
"How about me?" Mac demanded. "Am I cut yet?"
"The improvement's astounding. Biceps curls," Parker ordered. "I'll show you."
B Y NINE, EMMA WAS SHOWERED, DRESSED, AND WHERE SHE wanted to be. At her work counter, surrounded by flowers.
To celebrate their parents' fiftieth anniversary, the clients wanted Emma to re-create the couple's wedding and backyard garden reception. Then kick it up a notch.
She had copies of snapshots from the wedding album pinned to a board, had added some concept sketches and diagrams, a list of flowers, receptacles, accessories. On another board she'd pinned Laurel's sketch of the elegantly simple three-tiered wedding cake ringed with bright yellow daffodils and pale pink tulips. Beside it was a photograph of the cake topper the family had commissioned, replicating the couple on their wedding day, down to the lace hemming the bell of the bride's tea-length skirt. Fifty years together, she thought as she studied the photos. All those days and nights, birthdays and Christmases. The births, the deaths, the arguments, the laughter. It was, to her, more romantic than windswept moors and fairy castles. She'd give them their garden. A world of gardens.
She started with daffodils, potting them in long, moss-lined troughs, mixing in tulips and hyacinths, narcissus. Here and there she added trails of periwinkle. A half dozen times she filled a rolling cart, wheeled it back to her cooler.
She mixed gallons of flower food and water, filling tall glass cylinders. She stripped stems, cut them under running water and began arranging larkspur, stock, snapdragons, airy clouds of baby's breath, lacy asparagus fern. Soft colors and bold, she'd mass them at various heights to create the illusion of a spring garden.
Time ticked away.
She paused long enough to roll her shoulders, circle her neck, flex her fingers. Using the foam holder she'd soaked, she circled it with lemon leaf to create a base she glossed with leaf shine.
She gathered roses for her holding bucket, stripped stems, barely bothered to curse when she nicked herself, cutting the stems to length to make the first of fifty reproductions of the bouquet the bride had carried a half century before.
She worked from the center out, painstakingly locking each stem in the form with adhesive. Stripping, cutting, adding - and appreciating the bride's choice of multicolored roses. Pretty, Emma thought, happy. And when she tucked the holder in the squat glass vase, she thought: lovely.
"Only forty-nine to go."
She decided she'd start on that forty-nine after she took a break. After carting bags of floral debris out to her composters, she scrubbed the green off her fingers and from under her nails at her work sink.
To reward herself for the morning's work, she took a Diet Coke and a plate of pasta salad out on her side patio. Her gardens couldn't compete - yet - with the one she was creating. But her happy couple had been married in southern Virginia. Give me a few weeks, she mused, pleased to see the green spears of spring bulbs, the freshening foliage of perennials.
Last night's snow was just a memory under blue skies and almost balmy temperatures. She spotted Parker with a group of people - one of the day's potential clients doing the tour - crossing one of the terraces at the main house. Parker gestured toward the pergola, the rose arbor. The clients would have to imagine the abundance of white roses, the lushness of wisteria, but Emma knew the urns she'd planted with pansies and trailing vinca showed off very well. At the pond dotted with lily pads, the willows were just beginning to green.
She wondered if the prospective bride and groom would one day have a busy florist creating fifty bouquets to commemorate their marriage. Would they have children, grandchildren, great-grandchildren who loved them enough to want to give them that celebration?
With a small groan for muscles aching from the morning's exercise and the morning's work, she propped her feet on the chair across from her, lifted her face to the sun, and shut her eyes. She smelled earth, the tang of mulch, heard a bird chittering its pleasure in the day.
"You've got to stop slaving away like this."
She jerked up - had she fallen asleep? - and blinked at Jack. Mind blank, she watched him pluck a curl of pasta from her plate, pop it into his mouth. "Good. Got any more?"
"What? Oh God!" Panicked, she looked at her watch, then breathed a sigh of relief. "I must've dozed off, but only for a couple minutes. I have forty nine bouquets left to make."
His brows drew together over smoky eyes. "You're having a wedding with forty-nine brides?"
"Hmm. No." She shook her head to clear the cobwebs. "Fiftieth anniversary, and a re-creation of the bridal bouquet for every year. What are you doing here?"
"I need my jacket."
"Oh, right. Sorry I forgot to give it back to you last night."
"No problem. I had an appointment down the road." He took another twirl of pasta. "Do you have any more of this? I missed lunch."
"Yeah, sure. I owe you lunch at least. Sit down. I'll get you a plate."
"I'll take it, and I wouldn't mind a hit of caffeine. Hot or cold."
"No problem." Studying him, she pushed at hair that escaped pins. "You look a little whipped."
"Busy morning. And I've got another site to visit in about forty-five minutes. You were between the two, so . . ."
"That's handy. Be right back."
He was whipped, he thought, and stretched out his legs. Not so much from the work, or the in-your-face with an inspector that morning. Which he would've handled better if he hadn't been sleep-deprived. Tossing and turning and trying to block out sex dreams of a Spanish-eyed lady would whip anyone. So, of course, he had to be stupid and masochistic, and drop by with the excuse of the jacket. Who knew how sexy she looked when she slept in the sunlight?
He did, now. It wasn't going to give him easier dreams.
The thing to do was get over it. He should make a date with a blonde or a redhead. Several dates with several blondes and/or redheads until he managed to put Emma back on the No Trespassing list. Where she belonged.
She came out, his jacket over her arm, a tray in her hands.
She had, he thought, the kind of beauty that just slammed a man's throat shut. And when she smiled, the way she did now, it blew through him like a bolt of lightning. He tried to build a No Trespassing sign in his head.
"I had some of my aunt Terry's olive bread," she told him. "It's great. I went with cold caffeine."
"That does the job. Thanks."
"No problem. And it's nice to have company on a break." She sat again. "What are you working on?"
"I'm juggling a few things." He bit into the bread. "You're right. It's great."
"Aunt Terry's secret recipe. You said you had a job near here?"
"A couple. The one I'm heading to's a never-ending. The client started out two years ago wanting a kitchen remodel, which moved into a complete reno of the master bath, which now includes a Japanese soaking tub, a sunken whirlpool, and a steam shower big enough for six friends."
She wiggled her brows over those gorgeous eyes, then took a bite of pasta. "Fancy."
"I kept waiting for her to ask if we could extend the addition a little more for the lap pool. But she turned her focus outside. She decided she wants a summer kitchen by the pool. She saw one in a magazine. She can't live without it."
"How does anyone?"
He smiled and ate. "She's twenty-six. Her husband's fifty-eight, rolling in it and happy to indulge her every whim. She has a lot of whim."
"I'm sure he loves her, and if he can afford it, why not make her happy?"
Jack merely shrugged. "Fine by me. It keeps me in beer and nachos."
"You're cynical." She pointed at him with her fork before she stabbed more pasta. "You see her as the bimbo trophy wife and him as the middle-aged dumbass."
"I bet his first wife does, but I see them as clients."
"I don't think age should factor into love or marriage. It's about the two people in it, and how they feel about each other. Maybe she makes him feel young and vital, and opened something new inside him. If it was just sex, why marry her?"
"I'll just say a woman who looks like she does has great powers of persuasion."
"That may be, but we've done a lot of weddings here where there's been a significant age difference."
He wagged his fork, then stabbed more pasta in a mirror of her move. "A wedding isn't a marriage."
She sat back, drummed her fingers. "Okay, you're right. But a wedding's a prelude, it's the symbolic and ritualistic beginning of the marriage, so - "
"They got married in Vegas."
He continued to eat, face bland as he watched her try not to laugh.
"Many people get married in Vegas. That doesn't mean they won't have many happy and fulfilling years together."
"By a transvestite Elvis impersonator."
"Okay, now you're making things up. But even if you're not, that kind of . . . choice shows a sense of humor and fun, which, I happen to believe, are important elements for a successful marriage."
"Good save. Great pasta." He glanced over to where Parker sat with potential clients on the main terrace. "Business seems to be clicking along."
"Five events this week on-site, and a bridal shower we coordinated off-site."
"Yeah, I'll be here for the one Saturday evening."
"Friend of Bride or Groom?"
"Groom. The bride's a monster."
"God, she really is." Emma leaned back and laughed. "She brought me a picture of her best friend's bouquet. Not because she wanted me to duplicate it, which she certainly did not. Hers is a completely different style, but she'd counted the roses, and told me she wanted at least one more in hers - and warned me she'd be counting them."
"She will, too. And I can pretty much guarantee no matter how good a job you do, she'll find fault."
"Yeah, we've figured that out. It's part of the job around here. You get monsters and angels and everything in between. But I don't have to think about her today. Today's a happy day."
He knew she meant it. She looked relaxed, and had a glow about her. Then again, she usually did.
"Because you have fifty bouquets to make?"
"That, and knowing the bride of fifty years is going to love them. Fifty years. Can you imagine?"
"I can't imagine fifty years of anything."
"That's not true. You must imagine what you build lasting fifty years. Hopefully much longer."
"Point," he agreed. "But that's building."
"So's marriage. It's building lives. It takes work, care, maintenance. And our anniversary couple proves it can be done. And now I have to get back to them. Break's over for me."
"Me, too. I'll get this for you." He loaded up the tray, lifted it as they rose. "You're working alone today? Where are your elves?"
"They'll be here tomorrow. And there will be chaos as we start on the flowers for the weekend events. Today it's just me, about three thousand roses, and blissful quiet." She opened the door for him.
"Three thousand ? Are you serious? Your fingers will fall off."
"I have very strong fingers. And if I need it, one of the pals will come by for a couple hours and help strip stems."
He set the tray on her kitchen counter, thinking, as he always did, that her place smelled like a meadow.
"Good luck with that. Thanks for lunch."
"You're welcome." She walked him to the door where he stopped.
"What about your car?"
"Oh. Parker gave me the name of a mechanic, a place. Kavanaugh's. I'm going to call."
"He's good. Call soon. I'll see you Saturday."
He imagined her going back to her roses as he walked to his car. Of sitting, for hours, drenched in their scent, cleaning stems of thorns then . . . doing whatever it was she did, he decided, to make what women who took the plunge carried.
And he thought of how she'd looked when he'd come upon her, sitting in the sunlight, face tipped up, eyes closed, those luscious lips of hers just slightly curved as if she dreamed of something very pleasant. All that hair bundled up and slim dangles of silver at her ears.
He'd thought, briefly but actively, about just leaning down and taking that mouth with his. He could've played it light, made some crack about Sleeping Beauty. She had a sense of humor, so maybe she'd have gotten a kick out of it.
She also had a temper, he mused. She didn't cut it loose often, but she had one. It didn't matter either way, he reminded himself, as he'd missed that opportunity. The bevy of blondes and redheads was a better idea than scratching this increasingly annoying itch where Emma was concerned.
Friends were friends, lovers were lovers. You could make a friend out of a lover, but you were on boggy ground when you made a lover out of a friend.
He was nearly to the job site when he realized he'd left his jacket on her patio.
"Shit. Shit ."
Now he was like one of those idiots who deliberately left something at a woman's place so he had an excuse to go back and try to score. And that wasn't it.
Was it?
Shit. Maybe it was.
